Ayahuasca – Welcome to the Jungle – Destination Peru – I’m Still Going!
Destination Peru – Curing My Everything – Ayahuasca – Depression and Anxiety
Well a few years ago I stumbled across Ayahuasca, the worlds most powerful hallucinogenic substance known on earth.
In my own words … from a novice, Ayahuasca is a ancient spiritual healing “drink” made from a combination of natural growing plants which grow in the Amazon basin in Peru and other areas of South America. These plants and many of species of plants that grow in the Amazon Basin are actually worshiped by the Peruvian Indians, they are “Plant Spirits”
These Plant Spirits help you and guide you in what you could say is an awakening of ones self and much more. It is used as part of a spiritual healing process and ceremony by Native Peruvians who live in the rain forests of the Amazon.and has been used by them for hundreds, if not thousands of years.
The Hallucinogenic effects are actually believed to be 100% real, where you enter a fourh dimension that is unseen to the human eye. Many people witness amazing sights and visions, and many researchers say that these visions are “real” Many people even report seeing aliens, ufos and are taken away to other planets that exist inside and outside of our own milky way.
Ayahuasca is used by the Peruvian Indians as a cure for many ailments, such as Mental Illness, Depression, Anxiety and even such physical ailments such as cancer and so forth.
For many years now, I have suffered dreadfully with Depression and Anxiety and the cause of this dates back to my early teenage years. I will not go into any personal details at this stage in my journey.
However I am 43 Years of age, and to be honest I am sick of my life, I am sick of the huge burden I carry on my shoulders, the anxiety I carry, the guilt I carry and all of the negative things that have impacted my life.
Firstly I want to say, that I have had a wonderful life, a wonderful childhood and many life experiences which many people could only dream of to achieve, such as backpacking around the world, travelling to many countries also in the Royal Australian Navy, beautiful loving parents, a sister and many wonderful close family members and good friends…. so none of my mental health issues are related to my beautiful family who any kid could wish for.
But sometimes in life things happen to us, things that can and will affect us for the rest of our lives.
Maybe this is a mid life crisis, who knows, but I know if I do not do this, I will live a under fulfilled life, and no doubt a life which will either end early in disease or through tragedy, such as suicide…. and if I do not do this, I will never know what I have missed.
As most of you may know, I lost my business last year, and probably sometime this year I will lose my family home to the bank also, because this home was equity to my failed business… and this family home was paid off by my hard working father 30 years ago… and now the Bank will soon take it off my family.
I carry an enormous amount of shame in regards to the failure of my business, so there fore I also carry an enormous amount of shame about myself towards my family.
So if all goes well, I plan on going to Peru sometime this year, around mid year to late this year.
I am hoping to go Peru for anywhere from one month to a few months, to undertake a proper Ayahuasca Retreat for a week or so, and then spend some time travelling around Peru, to learn about myself, and hopefully to start my life over again from scratch.
I am not going crazy, many people from Western Societies head to Peru for the same reason as I am, before you do say I am crazy, do your own research, watch some of the excellent documentaries on YouTube about Ayahuasca and decide for yourself.
I do not particularly wish to spend the rest of my life having to deal with depression and anxiety, so I am choosing to do something about it which will not involve having to resort to the use of any more pharmaceutical anti depressant drugs.. I am choosing to use something which is proven to cure many ailments, a natural substance, not a substance grown in a laboratory to inflict more damage to a person it is prescribed to for the sake of profit and human experimentation.
I cant wait for this journey to begin, it is going to be one hell of a ride, a journey which will no doubt take me to levels of a higher awakening, and of course levels of fear of the unknown.
Feel free to subscribe to my channel, and hopefully not only you will see a change in my being, but I also will see a change in my being, and this change will lead me to an area in my life, where I will no longer have any fear of my past or my future… and then I will be content with whom I am, and hopefully live a good life, where maybe I can share this undertaking with many others who may suffer the same.